Piotr’s Private Channeling Session with Lucyna Lobos-Brown – 30 June 2014.
Piotr’s questions are being answered through Lucyna Lobos-Brown
by the guardian of the Earth, Enki.
Translation from Polish into English:
“Piotr“:
Greetings, friend. Today I would like to speak with you about the dark side of the human spirit, especially about the dark side of my soul. I wasn’t sure, if I should talk to you bout such matters, that is why I don’t have any questions prepared, only a general notation of topics that I would like to speak with you about. You have told me once that I am here on Earth, because I love this planet and its inhabitants. I do not know what that’s based on, but maybe my love results from purely selfish motives?
Enki:
“Piotr”, why such harsh words, big words like the dark side of your life, of your soul? How do you go with yourself to court like this? I, as a spiritual being, am seeing a little more than you do. There are quite few of these dark souls on Earth, that is a fact, but if you would be part of this group of these, let’s call em dark souls, then you wouldn’t be at this or that meeting, you wouldn’t be interested in the spiritual world at all, because you would be living for today, of the energy of other people, and that would be the goal of your life. And you are being guided here on Earth, basically since your early childhood and as a spiritual being you have chosen this planet, much much earlier than this present life. Back then, when it was so grand to choose this planet, and when others chose a different one in order to resettle, you decided to come to this place, knowing it only from stories about how beautiful it is here on Earth, or actually was, because there isn’t much left oft this beauty, thanks to such dark souls, thanks to such spiritual beings, as which you just have described yourself. Therefore I would like for you to change your relationship to your own body, “Piotr”, to your own soul. We did not invest in you for many years, for you to whip yourself like this now. But I was telling you earlier: “You will be useful to us”. You are useful to us, and you will be useful to us, but this requires faith in yourself. You are already taking advice from us, and if we, spiritual beings who are guiding you through this difficult life, even if you would have such a dark soul, if we would like for you to change a lot, but that wouldn’t working out, because despite all the effort we invest in you, you would stubbornly hold on to how you would like to be, believe me “Piotr”, then as of today we wouldn’t bother with you, but that is not the case, and despite the difficulties that you have in life, because you do, there are these sunny days, but you do feel this help. Still, there is one thing that is difficult to teach you, and that is for you to hold your tongue sometimes. I do understand you, you want to save, to save as many souls as possible, but the cleansing ins’t there for everyone to go through it at once. It’s like you would clean your apartment, and sweep everything under the rug, it will all come out anyway, or you try to really clean the place thoroughly. You surely are cleaning your apartment thoroughly, because you are a pedantic person, and you will stay that way. So do not tell me anything about the dark side of your soul anymore. We can talk about dark side’s of a soul, I won’t operate here directly with naming names, but I can pinpoint this or that in general…
I am listening.
“Piotr“:
I am very happy that you are thinking this way of me, but there are certain things that… there things that I do, and that my loved ones would never dream of me doing. I would like to talk about that today, and about a certain topic: “Wine, women and song”.
Now, when I will most likely finish the first half of a century of my present lifetime, I am beginning to understand better the meaning of a known human saying: “Nothing brings joy like wine, women and song…”
These three things, depending on how one approaches it, can be a source of innocent joy for us, or become an obsession that is frightening us. I do not want to make here a detailed confession of my very turbulent and varied life in front of you, why I will go over these issues very generally. Wine, alcohol in general, was part of the most bad deeds that I committed in my life. After drinking a bigger amount of alcohol I loose all restrains, and I have often literally acted out like “a wild animal”…
The moral damage that I could bring upon others when under the influence was enormous, and the trauma that followed such “exhibits” of mine, was unforgivable to me, and it lasts for years. Despite all that, alcohol is still accompanying me, and often I can’t resist…
Enki:
How beautifully this has been put: “Wine, women and song…” What do you think, “Piotr”, do you think that that when we came to Earth, that our life was only about work and praying? We did also want some entertainment… There was wine, of course there was, not wine like you have it today… There was song, because that goes hand in hand with alcohol, or with wine, and occasionally there were women. Most important is what you were saying in the meantime, “Piotr”, when you were saying: “I used to be”. Your earlier misconduct, if one can call that misconduct, but let’s call it “misconduct”, this “wine, the women, and the song” has been erased, the moment you became interested in helping the Earth and mankind, and when you became interested in us. That is like confession, because you understand that. When you go to a priest and confess your bad deeds, at the end the priest says: “Go my son, I am giving you absolution, but don’t do that again”. We did the same in regards to you, and the fact that you like wine sometimes, that is even needed for your health. The most important is that you do it in moderation, and you are beginning now to set your mind right. Most important is also that you are not hurting anyone with these weaknesses, “Piotr”, so what are you worrying about? What are you littering your mind with? Because I can not understand that.
I am listening.
“Piotr“:
And that is the problem, Enki, meaning: That is where the so called dog lies buried. I am relapsing to these various weaknesses, to these so called “loose morals”…
I had docents of such relations. I justified the need to establish such connections with my women and mine different temperaments, and with the great love for her. I am telling myself that if she would know what I am doing, she would be very sad, but on the other hand, I have my needs, and I do not want to realize these needs on her expense, or against her will… I don’t know if I added that up right.
The truth is that aside from me satisfying my needs, and I do not know why, but I am searching for something in such relations. The fact is that I am looking at these women like at another human being, who has been hurt a lot through life, and whom I feel sorry for, due to the fate that this person has encountered. I often talk to them a lot, I am trying to befriend them, usually I am convincing them to change their fate around, and to give up such a job… I feel and see that what they are doing is often caused by hopeless situations that they have encountered in the present life.
Enki:
Beautifully, a priest who converts women, “Piotr”. Alright, in order to make things easier for you: Do you know how many women I had when I was here on Earth? My first wife, first and only wife, because the following women were only there for reproduction, for pleasure, for example, but this one, the first one, I used to love like you love yours, until the end. It is sad when a difference in temperament appears in such a relationship, because your needs are greater than those of your partner, and you are doing that in order for you not to hurt her. You are doing this with ladies who do this as a profession, and that is their worldly profession, a profession of this world, “Piotr”, because in our times there were also such women, so what, am I supposed to be ashamed for… for taking advantage of this as well, “Piotr”? It is important that you won’t hurt your woman, your partner under this aspect, that is important. And the fact that you are turning 50 years old, and that you are entering the so-called menopause stage, the andropause stage, that’s what it is called scientifically, because there is such a phase, “Piotr”, of increased sexuality, see it from a health related point of view, from a medical point of view, and don’t be right away like: “I am a bad person, because I am hurting my partner.” You are not hurting her, its the other way around. You are a good partner to her, and may it stay this way, and these women… Well, they have chosen such a profession. Some understand and others not, because women can also have such a need for sex, and not with one partner, but with plenty, and that is also good from the point of view that such a woman with an increased sexual drive is not hurting her partner, but she only uses the services of many, because for a woman it is more difficult to hide such a “spike” in sexuality than it is for a man. So this way she is satisfying her increased sexuality, therefore I am only asking you for one thing, to be a good partner to your woman, a truly good partner, and that will be all. Because we are looking at these sexual things differently than you human beings do here on Earth, due to this additional messing you up with religion, do you understand? Due to religion, because religion has turned sex into a sin, into a great sin, which doesn’t exist really, because god has created you the way you are. He created you to procreate, to satisfy these sexual needs. Do you know what a strong energy is being released when two people have sex? Why is religion not speaking about that?
I am listening.
“Piotr“:
Thank you for the support that you have provided for me, because this was a topic that was shameful to me, and I felt weak through this… Now I don’t know if you will be mad about what I did, but I invited to today’s private session such hurt women… I don’t know if they will attend, but if they will, I wanted to ask you to look into their souls for yourself, to speak to their heart, to cheer them up and to give them your support… I have a feeling, that these are not evil women, and if you give them a chance, then they will improve, because they were just getting lost a lot…
Enki:
Most definitely, but you will have to whisper to me, letting me know that the people you befriended are in the room. You will have to listen closely to what I have just told you, and I spoke about the female sexuality, do you understand? The female sexuality, not only man have increased sexuality, but women do too. Once these women have satisfied, or once this phase of increased sexuality passes, then they calm down by themselves. Of course I will lift them up, of course I will say the appropriate thing, something that will be concerning only these people, in order to lift them up. Look, look, “Piotr”, when Jesus was walking on Earth, there were also such women. Take for example Jesus’ friend, Maria Magdalena. Who did she used to be? She used to be a women like the ones that you are seeing. Jesus didn’t make use of her services, or of the services of others, but he did not condemn them. He did not despise, but the other way around, he helped Magdalena, that was her name. Later then, once she was at Jesus’ side, she took on the name Maria. Magdalena didn’t do that anymore, because she loved Jesus a lot, and her needs, these great sexual needs, changed into a form of great love, therefore you can not condemn these women who are doing that, because some do it for convenience, because there are those who do it for the money. The others do it also for the money, but due to their physical need, that is why one has to encourage them, support them, and not condemn them, that is why these women have to hide, because they are afraid of people, and they are especially afraid of the church, of religion, while the priests are often making use of the services of these women, he takes advantage, and then he wants to lynch her, or better yet to stone her… Oh “Piotr”,if they could, then many women would be stoned, or burned at the stake. It is fortunate that we have that stage behind us, and that it won’t return, so all you have to do now is to cuddle such women with words, do you understand what I am saying?
I am listening.
“Piotr“:
Yes, I understand. That is what I see as well… that it is often that way that they are choosing such a profession because they don’t have no other options, they have children who depend on them, they are alone, they have no job… I just am not condemn them, I understand.
Now let’s talk some about the song, about music in general, because in my case it’s the only innocent element of the above mentioned “triad” that I control to a certain extend, even though a while ago I listen to plenty of aggressive music, and did different indecent things under the influence of this music. Fortunately for me I managed to turn around and to get into the bright side of music, to control negative emotions that aggressive music brings along, and thanks to the fact that I am now only listening to the calmer side of music, I can function somehow, and as of now, I do not see any negative influence of music on me.
Enki:
Yes, according to you there is only one bright side, sunny side. Music soothes the customs, music can help overcome a bad mood, therefore it has what is often being conveyed for example in an argument between couples, but not just in arguments between a couple, you just need to take a look at what the government is doing. If you would play there such a calming, relaxing music, it would soothe the aggression. Of course there are different kinds of music, and this aggressive music, which is by the way not coming from our source, mitigates morals, you don’t gain friendship through it, but aggression. But it is mostly the youth that is listening nowadays to this aggressive music, and it’s not the entire youth, because much of the youth is already leaning towards spirituality, true spirituality, and that what you are listening to now is beautiful, that is the kind of music you should stick with, because it gives you energy, it gives you wings, I like it “Piotr”.
I am listening.
“Piotr“:
You’ve mentioned aggression, aggression is the next topic that I would like to talk about… It manifests itself in many forms, one of these is for example the desire to get revenge, and sometimes I am thinking to myself, that if I wouldn’t be responsible for my family, then I would murder most of the Polish government. Sometimes, before I catch myself, I am imagining how I am killing these politicians in cold blood, one by one, those politicians who…
Enki:
“Piotr”, do you think it’s just you who would like to get to this government? Or even to these religious leaders, for all these lies, because the government is also lying constantly, and for now they will still want to lie, but they don’t have much more time left for that. I will give you an advice, a harmless advice: Why Shooting them? The Samurai method should be applied, because that might bring results, if a great amount of people would apply the Samurai method on those who govern, who have sold Poland, they have sold it, “Piotr”. Oh, they sold it… The Samurai method is based on mentally imagining that you are holding a sword in your hands. Choose one of these politicians, and cut of his head with this sword. Such a mental beheading results in the given person going through a so called transformation, and he either endures and begins to change, and to influence others like him, or he will leave the position that he holds, meaning: He is “resigning”, as they say. So we are basically not capable of doing that, because we are spiritual beings, but you human beings should react this way, you should either remove this government, because picketing, writing petitions, or organizing manifestations doesn’t do anything, because it all will be ignored. But when these heads will fall mentally, then these heads will begin to think, because they will leave, “Piotr”. So that is what I am suggesting to do. So don’t beat yourself up that you are the only one who would send the entire government where it belongs, for example to the Bieszczady Mountains in order to expand them, to make them a beautiful little corner. They could use over there these beautifully manicured hands, which would finally touch the Earth. But until then, they will be defending themselves. They are defending themselves, because they still have these resources in their pouches, “Piotr”, because they have sold out Poland. A politic leader spoke truthfully, when he said that Poland only exists in theory and on the map, but Poland itself doesn’t exist anymore, it does not exist, “Piotr”. That is why people should understand that and they should turn into Samurai.
I am listening.
“Piotr“:
Thank you, a very interesting concept, I especially like the one regarding these Bieszczady Mountains. We use to say jokingly that such human beings should be send to work in a quarry, but alright. I would like to talk some more about this aggression, because computer games are another form of aggression that I am observing. Here it seems that people are in the virtual world without restrains of any kind. They just can show an aggression, that they can not demonstrate in the real world…
Enki:
That is true, “Piotr”, that is true. Drugs and alcohol are not the only addictions, your dummies are also addictive, because… if it’s on Syrius, or on Orion, there are also computers of the newest generation, let’s call it that. Those computers are not addictive. You, as a computer specialist, know very well about that, you know that it is like a drug. Once you apply yourself to something, you just become absorbed by it, and especially the computer games, they contain such a special program: Addiction. And once you get into such a game, once or twice, it will draw you in, you know very well about this. That is why the only option is to either not turn on the computer for such drug-use, because you can call it that, or to go to a psychologist, if you are addicted already, because that is an addiction, but you can get very quickly out of this addiction, under the condition that you got your mind right. When you are aware of the fact that not just drugs, alcohol and cigarettes are addictive, but games too, because you need computers to function normally, for work. That is how you have become addicted to it already. You need it for work, but you do not need it for drug-use, and you should stay away from such things. If you do not have a will strong enough to do that, then you would need to ask a psychologist for advice. I can also address the entire rest of mankind, who is addicted to these kind of games, with these words. Think about how the rulers manage to make you addicted. You do not need a lot of computer games that are programmed in a certain way, in order to destroy your minds. Destroying, I said, because this does not provide mental development, but it destroys the mind.
I am listening.
“Piotr“:
I agree with you, because we don’t have much time, therefore I will get to the last question, I will address the last issue:
I have told you once already, that my mother wrote such an extensive work of the Rosary, and that I committed myself to helping her. At first I did it with joy, but this help is now continuing another year… the fifth year, or sixth year, and it doesn’t seem to have an end. When my mother asks me for another amendment, for a further insertion of texts, aggression arises in me, which I can not control, and which I then direct towards her.
What could you advise me here to do?
Enki:
What I could advise you here, “Piotr”? That is also a matter of addiction, not yours, but your mothers. We spoke about this topic already, I heard this already. That is how religion is also making people addicted to it, and all of these Rosary prayers are mantras, really. Only that they are dressed in words. A mantra, an appropriate mantra, that is an energy, and when you are reading it, when you are writing it, you do not get such a feeling of joy, such a spreading energy, but you become angry. I will tell you something, and this joke was told Lucyna by a priest, it would be good if a greater number of people would read this, or you will remove it… The decision is yours to make.
A woman is praying the Rosary, saying: “Hail Mary”… after some time Maria answers: “I AM holy (healthy, or healed).” But the woman continues praying, because the Rosary is long… After a while Maria answers the praying woman again: “I AM holy (healthy, or healed).” But they woman keeps on praying… Maria says after the third time: “How many times do I have to tell you that I AM holy (healthy, or healed)? Stop asking me for it.” So that is what it’s based upon, what they are conveying to the people, what they are telling the people, as well as your mom, who is programmed by the church, by religion. She thinks that it is very good, that this will be guiding people to god. You are speaking of this Rosary, but where in all of this is a thanksgiving directly to god, “Piotr”? But… Is Maria god? I do not recall such a thing. So give Maria what she deserves, this tribute, but first of all, this word, the greatest word belongs to god. You don’t have to write great books, because god expects an honest prayer with you, a prayer for which you use your own words, and your mother should understand that. Why don’t you disagree with what begins to disagree with your nature, with your way of thinking, why don’t you try to explain, and say: “Stop.” Or ask her where god is, when she gives you a task to make corrections, or to do something else with it… So ask her: “Where is god?” Honestly, when she will reply to you that god is in heaven, you can easily reply to her: “I do not understand that, I want to know exactly where god is to you.” You will surprise your mother with these words, you will surprise her a lot. You won’t insult her, but just ask her this one simple question regarding god. God is sad, “Piotr”, very sad about having been pushed into some corner and truly forgotten, which he does not deserve, don’t you think? And the entire rest, we are his children, intermediaries to you, and not the most important ones, you can tell that also to your mother.
I am listening.
“Piotr“:
I would like to end this conversation, which is very difficult for me. I did also try to speak to my mother about these things, more or less the way you suggested… There is some progress, but small progress… I will be trying some more, and now I thank you very much for the time that your time, and for the conversation itself, and please tell me if what we have talked about today should be posted on Lucyna’s website, so that other people can get acquainted with our conversation, or should it stay only our secret.
Enki:
I think that it should be posted on the website, “Piotr”. A secret? What secret, “Piotr”? The topic that was addressed today might be useful to many, many people…
Here the tape ends.
The suggestions to eventually remove “more delicate fragments” of the conversation, to change the name of the person who is asking the questions, and the name of the city in which the session took place, were brought up, but it was not recorded.
Enki’s goodbye was also recorded.